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( evil and darkness under the cut )

tags: fic, supernatural

Title: Through A Glass Darkly 2/4

Rating: R
Pairing/characters: Sam/Dean

Word Count: ~6100for this part/~20K total

Summary: Inadvertently, the crocotta had been right. But the demon was much closer than either of the Winchesters could’ve thought. This results in major repercussions for Dean’s deal, and in the lives of both brothers. Set late S3, goes AU soon after.

Part I
 

 

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tags: dark!dean, fic, supernatural, wincest

Title: Lifting of the Veil
Word count: 620
Rating: PG
Summary: Sam's long due for a rude awakening.
A/N: Written as a sort of reaction to what I've been reading of last night's ep. I think the following scenario would be so deliciously satisfying to see. Title is the translation of "apocalypse", from the Greek.

 

( Not sure of the line between speculation and spoilers now, so I'm cutting it just in case.  )

tags: dark!dean, fic, speculation, theory, wincest

I'm feeling anxious. That might have to do with my finals next week, lol. I've given up on my socio paper, but I should still get a least a C in the class. I came to class, wrote the things, took the quizzes and at least *tried* to write the term paper. I have a mental issue, I can only do quality work for teachers I respect.

Anyway. Gotta study for my psycholinguistics class, lots of stuff to cover. And I have my lab practical tomorrow. That shouldn't be too bad tho.

Oooo, I really hope Chuck gets a S3! Read the finale synopsis, and it's totally awesome. Definitely a better show than SPN is being now. (speaking of SPN: TIGRISWOLF>>>>>>>>KRIPKE, YEAH!). And Chuck's adorable. :draws hearts the size of Mars:

I think this summer I'll work on three main plot bunnies.
1. Iron!Dean - reworking of Iron Man, with Dean Winchester as Tony Stark. Sorta a crossover/fusion thingie. Rhodes and Pepper and others are gonna be there, but so are Sam, and Bobby and John if I can work 'em in. Possibly slashy.
2. Lucifer!Dean - might be epic. One way I wish S4 could've gone. A story of redemption and ass-kicking and awesomeness (and Ruby dying a terrible death). Probably gen. Non-traditional view of Lucifer and religion and stuff.
3. Azazel's Heir!Dean - darker in tone than #2, and will be Wincesty. Another S4 AU. Dean's soul was touched by Azazel in IMToD, this has repurcussions down the road. The years of torture in Hell broke open the power lying dormant, that passed to Dean when he killed ole Yellow Eyes. He quickly earns a high place in Hell, kills Alastair, and crawls out his own damn self. Perhaps with the help of some angels with out of date info, they held a crack open for him to slip through. Ruby also dies a painful death, and Sam gets the bitchiness fucked outta him. Dean is playing for his own side, Azazel's, Lilith's, and the angel's plans be damned. He'll stop the Apocalypse, he likes having a nice world to play in.

Good ep to stop watching on. The premise was completely outlandish, Sam's possessed by demon-blood, and they bring up Dean's issue again. Way to suck, show.

It feels so liberating not to deal with this shit anymore. Instead of watching, I have another hour to read fic! Fic which is more awesome than stupid show.

John wasn't the best, but I know he was better than that. I think I'll go read some of Huntress's fic, or tigriswolf's. Why can't they be writing the show?

tags: ranting, supernatural

I'm feeling conflicted. I love Dean and his hawtness, but based on the spoilers I've read, I just can't watch anymore. I'll watch 4.19, just to see the fuckery they come up with (and to see Dean's killer face), and maybe 4.21, but that's it. And maybe not even 4.21, I'm sure I'll be able to find the good parts on youtube or something. 

The major things that get me are this: the lack of consistent rules, and the character portrayal. Yeah, It may make sense for them in some way, but that's not what I wanna see happen. They're not who I fell in love with. They're not brothers anymore. I could've withstood the powers thing if it was Sam's own efforts, like in many fics, but this...NO. DO NOT WANT. And Ruby better fucking die this season, or Kripke's definitely getting some rock salt from me. If the writers really do read fanfic, you'd think they'd be more original. ( Cut for a spoiler ) 

Maybe I'm just too logical for it. The Bible has so many holes and contradictions that it's ridiculous. Hence why I never became a believer. I never was. I was a cynical little heathen even in elementary school. SPN was going downhill, but then they bring in a prophet, aaand they lost me. THE WHALE SHARK IS JUMPED. I won't even get into all the issues I have with all that, I'd be here for hours and work myself into a frenzy and never get to sleep. Other illogical things: The whole Ruby thing. I'm pretty sure demons have their own rules to play by. There's no way a low-level black-eyed demon can increase the powers from a fallen angel. Nuh uh. Can't go from black-eyed to yellow-eyes level by drinking sulfur-laced blood. Fuck no.

WHERE IS THEIR COMMON SENSE?!?!?! They're both smart boys, where'd their brains go? Sam's must've gotten rotted by demon blood, and maybe Dean left his smartness in Hell. That must've been the part of him he left behind. He really should go back and get it.

And maybe the biggest thing for me? DESTINY. Fucking destiny. One thing that I loved about the show was that destiny had no role with the Winchesters. They played by nobody's rules. They might get controlled a little, but somehow they break free and defeat their enemy. They create their own fate. And now they're at the whims of both sides. Ugh. I'm so disappointed.

Tigriswolf recently wrote something that exactly portrays what the show should've been like: There will be a door. I wish she could've been writing the show all along. The fans know better than the writers themselves.

For me, canon will end after "Family Remains" and perhaps some scattered bits from the other eps. No demon blood, especially. Ugh.

I'll still be active in fandom, I'll keep writing and reading, maybe even read some of the late S4 and S5 fic. But that's it. Feel free to watch the show and talk about with me, but I just can't watch it myself.

Stay tuned to see if I end up crawling back to that fucking bastard anyway. Maybe in mid-S5, ( cut for another spoiler )
It would be so easy. I could let go and keep watching. But I won't. I'm better than that. I will hold on to my values and preferences.

Tangent: I've been reading Nietzsche for one of my classes, and S4 is chock full of places it could be applied. Especially on Sam. Is he good, bad or evil? Maybe I'm channeling Nietzsche, for S4 reeks, it STINKS of the slave morality.

tags: fandom, ranting, spoilers, supernatural

DUDE. Brian May (guitarist of Queen) has a degree in astrophysics. That just made him about 100x more AWESUM.

Oh, if only today's youth were so aspiring.

Got the IE 8 update, am liking it so far. I like the session restore thing, useful, since before sometimes it would randomly stop working when I had several tabs up. Heh, and the rainbow tabs amuse me so much. Had to look it up tho, as it was perplexing me (My thought process went thus: WTF why is IE so gay now?). Apparently, same color means the tabs were opened from a common site. The new search function is good too, quite streamlined.

My favorite thing is still the colored tabs. They're yellow, currently. :)

And not in the fun way it is after reading some awesome porn. X_X

( Spoiler for 4.18 and flailing/ranting under the cut )

:cries some more: :diez again:

( ETA... )
:takes deep breaths: Okay, I should go write some fic, it calms me down.

You know what? I give up. I'm not even gonna try to comprehend this shit. I guess I'm just shallow; I'll always prefer S1-3 over crazy S4. Lucifer help me, I'll keep watching, for Dean is hot. That will be my mantra. Forget everything else, just look at teh pretty.

tags: ranting, speculation, spoilers, supernatural

What would be the Winchester family seal? Well, namely I'm thinking if Dean went evil and took over Hell/the world or something - what would his personal seal? I may use this as a tattoo design eventually. Ask me in a couple of years. XD

I'm taking my main inspiration from this one fic (by auryn_wren, "The Way Things Were"). A rifle, a stylized Impala, and a swooping phoenix over it. The phoenix is perfect, given their relatonship with fire and all the times they get resurrected(but especially Dean). I'm thinking an eagle-like phoenix, rifle held in it's claws, set over the Impala. Perhaps with some sorta border. Dunno it it should be swooping down, head-on, or look more like the eagle on the US seal. Or if the Impala should be head-on, or more at an oblique angle, so a bit of the side is seen.

Other ideas, for elements or arrangements, are welcome! Come on, you can't resist Misha's adorable face! :D

tags: fandom, randomness, supernatural

Wow, I've been posting a lot lately!

( Cut for spoilers, obviously. Specifically, they're for the last 3 eps.  )

tags: spoilers, supernatural

Posted it to spn_bunnies , figured I might as well share it with my f-list as well.
( cut in case someone hasn't seen 4.16 yet.  )

Man, I wish this had been S4's plotline instead, it would've been so awesome!

tags: plot bunnies, supernatural

Untitled ficlet, 315 words. PG-13, I guess, for language and sexual suggestiveness.

 

( Cut for mention of piercings in naughty places. :P  )

tags: crack, ficlets/snippets, randomness, supernatural, ten inch hero

This is so random, but I'm kinda wanting NCIS Tony/McGee mpreg fic. Tony's the one carrying. :P Gah, he mentioned it jokingly on an episode once, and it's been stuck with me ever since. Oh dear.

tags: crack, plot bunnies, randomness

It would be extremely entertaining to have Sam Winchester, Sam Oliver and Adam Young together in a room. It would be epic! The Sams could trade stories over whose life sucks more, while the only actual Antichrist in the room looks on in amusement. And ya know, takes care of that Apocalypse thing for Sam and Dean. Or at least gives Dean some powers to even things out (yep, I'm never gonna shut up about this).

Oh yeah, Dean's there too, to spice things up. And who knows, he could be an antichrist as well, according to the SPN comic he was conceived in a forest with a hellhound looking on. If it were a horror film or some such, that would be a big red flag.

And I bet Crowley and Aziraphale show up later as well. Crowley purifies Sam's blood and stops his whining, then goes out drinking with Dean. They swap car stories. Aziraphale has tea with the Sams and Adam.

Ooo. And we could throw Jake Gray into the mix too!

Oh, the epic LULZ that would result. Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Sam Oliver, Adam Young, Jake Gray, Aziraphale and Crowley, all together. HEE!

tags: crack, randomness, supernatural

Title: Hotter than Hell
Rated: PG for lanaguage
Word Count: 550
A/N: Wrote this a year ago, never posted it. But I was looking over my plot bunnies today, and found this one wasn't so bad. With the way S4 is going, I really need some humor. So I polished it a little.

 

( I'm pretty sure every Deangirl has said this at one time or another... )

tags: crack, fic, gen, supernatural